You can See

I've been in this situation for quite too long now. "HARD." That is how I define it. God gave me all the opportunities available to keep myself from thinking that my life is a one big mistake. I thank him for those opportunities, but maybe it's not for me. I can feel that it's not the right thing. I keep on losing my track. Yes, having a job will keep you from starving. It will give you all the things you want; food, shelter, clothes, shoes, accessories, etc... pero may kulang eh. "ENJOYMENT." Being "HAPPY and SATISFIED." Alam mo yung feeling na... ginagawa mo yung isang bagay not as an opportunity but as an obligation? Yung feeling na... kailangan mong gawin ang isang bagay dahil wala ka na ibang pagpipilian? That's what I feel and It's breaking me inside and out. I know you can see it.

Art of Her